Friday, February 29, 2008
I'll be upset if I miss those first steps - that's a huge milestone! Like turning over!
I just kept crying and crying - I'm not sure if I made an impression or if I just looked like a fool. I told him I feel like a failure as a mommy for taking him to that place everyday.
But, in the end, it's still the same - business as usual.
And I'm still sad. Sad for Monday when I have to drop him off again at that place.
But happy that it's Friday and I can spend all weekend with him! Until Monday....
Thursday, February 28, 2008
How much money should your significant other make in order for one to be a SAHM? What do you need to cut out? What do you need to do? I mean, I'll go back to work when he goes to school, but that first day when I had to drop him off at daycare, he was only 6 weeks old! That is the minimum age that they'll take infants at daycare, and I thought that my stupid job was more important than dropping him off at a baby factory?
My mom tells me to get over it and that everyone does it and babies don't remember. But I do. And I think about it all day long until the minute I can check out of work and speed over there and pick him up.
Friday, February 22, 2008
It's currently raining outside and that means my commute home is going to take twice as long. Bummer. I really want to be sitting in front of my fireplace with a cocktail and the two boys in my life! Soon enough...
Thursday, February 21, 2008
- Baby woke up every 2 hours
- A nice thunderstorm rolled in around midnight
- The dog was licking herself in the loudest possible fashion, keeping me from getting to sleep
- After 45 minutes of trying to get to sleep at 3:30, I had to go pee
- Alarm went off way too early at 6:40 and had a headache when I got into the shower
So, that was a fun night. I'm looking forward to a better night's sleep tonight.
I'm really not complaining though, the baby has been so good about sleeping, he's like a clock. In the beginning, we had to wake him up to eat, now he gets up twice a night. Something was off with him last night, though. He went to sleep about 7:30 and then woke up at about 8:15 in a frantic cry. Not sure why, I think he had a bad dream. Poor little guy.
Little did I know that it was a premonition for what the night would hold. For some reason I had a very hard time getting back to sleep. Maybe I'll try some Tylenol PM tonight. Or maybe a few glasses of wine while I watch Sawyer on Lost! ;)
Monday, February 18, 2008
The weekend was fun, spent lots of time with friends and yesterday we had a good family day. We just walked around an outside mall and then went out to lunch. The baby wants to watch everything! He hates being confined in his carseat these days. He is always trying to sit up in it - it is so cute! He's getting so big so fast, it's kindof crazy!
I'm off to the baby store to get more diapers.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Wednesday, February 6, 2008